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R​ō​nin

by Lost on Purpose

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    “Like its lonely traveler, the song [“Some Other Life”] feels lost in headspace before peeling out into a rousing final third that feels like suddenly awakening to your surroundings.”
    — AmoebaBlog.com, July 12, 2013


    “VanderWyden’s deep vocals have a calm intensity while Thropay adds simple but effective harmonies. There is consistently good songwriting and atmospheric arrangements…”
    — TheLosAngelesBeat.com, July 25 2013


    “The album [Ronin] continues their rustic folk-pop roots and is superbly distinguished by VanderWyden’s deep baritone voice.”
    — FreeBikeValet.com, June 21, 2013



    It's the most ambitious and fully-realized album we've ever done. Thank you everyone for your support!


    If you buy the album I'll send you a physical copy as soon as the shipment comes in.


    -Will
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1.
There isn't a train I wouldn't take Bound for hills and mountain lakes Past the town where you were born All the songs don't fill the hole That I've felt since I was born Whether here or on the road A home of my own In some other life A beautiful wife In some other life Even when I'm an old man I'll remember where I've been And every one of you I met But most of all a single girl Who's always lived upon this world Always always A home of my own In some other life A beautiful wife In some other life I'm a village in the reeds I'm a poacher in the trees I'm a girl who died too young You're the ghost who haunts my lungs You're the dogs who comfort me You're the constant fear I need You're the bones that build my blood I'm the curse of everyone Under our roofs we both wait At checkout counters we both wait Til someone comes to take our breath away So enigmatic I know I can't wait
2.
Bones 01:48
Feels good to get it out of my head Feels good to get it out of my head I only live for one thing I never have the same dream Build bridges cross the rivers run red Come a little closer to me I build houses on the edge of the sea We'll run away together And chase the autumn weather Lost in another country I got no feeling in my bones Surrounded by a haunted tone The river rushes over the shore Knocking on my bedroom door Never let a feeling show Watching all those pepper grow Feels good to get it out of my head I've forgotten all the books that I read You can't keep me on the phone I'm there but I'm alone Caught up in what happens next I promise I'll be at your door The bleeding edge of a great war To the trench we'll take the fight Caught in black and white Two bodies laid out on the floor I got no feeling in my bones Surrounded by a haunted tone The river rushes over the shore Knocking on my bedroom door Never let a feeling show Watching all those pepper grow Two mouths open wide Making no sound at night
3.
You live alone in the shadow of your father's house I'm convinced I was the only one you never loved You live alone in the shadow of your father's house I've never been never been in love with anyone And it's feeling like the only thing I ever done Never been in love with anyone You live alone in the shadow of your father's house I'm convinced I was the only one you never loved You live alone in the shadow of your father's house It's been a year but you haven't learned a single thing And it's making me regret the time that I put in It's been a year but you haven't learned a single thing Settle in as the plane takes off I'm left with a single thought And all of our sons and daughters The sheep being led to slaughter You live alone in the shadow of your father's house I'm convinced I was the only one you never loved You live alone in the shadow of your father's house
4.
Gettysburg 02:59
Hot enough to kill a man Watch the farmer's broken hand My brother's in the rocks below Saying prayers to the lord He went to join the infantry But politics got in between He took our father's gun and left The land he loved to fight for them In the next century they'll name this place After all the deaths of today Both my brother and I stare At moonlight Too humid in these woolen clothes To care what happens to your soul The broken hand points to the rocks To the brother your family lost It's funny how a bayonet Can cause a man to genuflect Think about the life he led Your mother's smile, your father's laugh In the next century they'll name this place After all the deaths of today Both my brother and I stare At moonlight After all the years have passed us by Face to face on a summer night One by one they close our eyes Our mother's fears have come to life No more blood in our bloodline On a cloudy summer night Never get to take a wife Never see the city lights Never set the story right Or tell my brother it's alright
5.
Bayonet 02:59
Shamelessly messing around Not that there's reason to doubt There's any shame in behaving this way I'm all in now Well you feel holier than thou when there's love in the air And you've got chances upon chances to rehearse and prepare But don't forget that just a month ago you stared in the mirror Imagining a bayonet sticking out your ribcage I'm only satisfied When I'm fearing for my life Watching the wing for a moment serene You're the only people on my mind Well you feel holier than thou when there's love in the air And you've got chances upon chances to rehearse and prepare But don't forget that just a month ago you stared in the mirror Imagining a bayonet sticking out your ribcage A bayonet sticking out your ribcage I woke up in a war and battened down the hold 2009 you did 2010 you won't You used to be a friend It'll never be the same again There's always hope until you give up then it's gone Nothing ever ends people just move on So save your sorrow for for the dead we walk upon Yeah every step we take treads on an indian's grave Well you feel holier than thou when there's love in the air And you've got chances upon chances to rehearse and prepare But don't forget that just a month ago you stared in the mirror Imagining a bayonet sticking out your ribcage A bayonet sticking out your ribcage
6.
Asia 04:01
Got a haircut in west Saigon A guitar across the street Tried to talk him down five bucks A beer in Los Feliz So follow me down the red dust roads We'll find something to believe We'll take pictures of army guards And patriot enemies To the east The road runs to the river To where the pepper plants begin I met the KPPA president And took a picture with him So follow me down the red dust roads We'll find something to believe We'll take pictures of army guards And patriot enemies To the east Buildings like tall trees in winter air the window leaves I'm already home in Pudong Winter jackets Christmas songs East Nanjing's where we belong I'm home in Tokyo Is where I left you Until today I'll make it right All my mistakes Buildings like tall trees in winter air the window leaves I'm already home in Pudong Winter jackets Christmas songs East Nanjing's where we belong I'm home in Tokyo
7.
I know I love you Even if I lack strength I know I know always I know I love you From the moment you left I lost I lost I'm lost The last three nights Have affected my whole life And old soul on the road Ueno Threw change and made people Promised what will come to be One day I know one day I've faced more than I turned away Armored and plated yet the wound remains I've faced more than I turned away Armored and plated yet the wound remains I saw your face Down every street I raced Oh no old bones rest low Finally I broke down Turned the corner on my own I wept climbed the steps Ueno I've faced more than I turned away Armored and plated yet the wound remains I've faced more than I turned away Armored and plated yet the wound remains You are so much more Than I had hoped for You are so much more Than I had hoped for You are so much more Than I had hoped for You are so much more Than I had hoped for Wonder what the future holds Some have luck some grow old I know I know always Now my head is finally clear Though I hold our memory dear Never again never again no I won't be giving up I've faced more than I turned away Armored and plated yet the wound remains I've faced more than I turned away Armored and plated yet the wound remains
8.
Hunting Bow 03:42
Heavy heavy low I draw a hunting bow Settle in the trees I only kill for meat Kill to save your father's honor This hallowed ground we walk upon Heavy in the leaves I drink myself to sleep Dreaming of the fire I built for us that night As our losses mount Your eyes invade my thoughts In a hundred years my bloodline will be gone Remember my first deer Too heavy for my years Hiding in the breeze As father once taught me Stories by the fire Broken cold and tired Memories on my mind The stars before the fight Kill to save your father's honor This hallowed ground we walk upon The smell of blood on the battleground Remember us remember us Remember us as more than just a legend to pass on To the children around the fire after our homes have gone Remember me as more than just a boy who loved to hunt As I march on to our death to save the girl who I once loved I once loved The girl who I once loved
9.
All our songs are only what they are May you live a long life in the desert Find a young branch to splice to yours Fill a basket with the olives from the hillside from the summer when you loved her Pick a path and stay a little while The woods are tall and dark But you still love them Fill a shelf with hand written leather books The faintest ink lasts longer than the strongest memory two stupid weeks you'll never leave me I woke up in the middle Of an ocean in the city In the center of a war With the bones of those before The sky is always darkest before the light I hope we don't die This feels like old times Scrape away the stones above my grave To the era in the strata with your name Two bodies on my brain I woke up in the middle Of an ocean in the city In the center of a war With the bones of those before In the middle of a war In the middle of a war In the fields on the coast On the mountain fear the war Drag our bodies to the school On motorcycles burn the fuel Take a picture of the dead A single palm tree shadow stands I woke up in the city In the center of a war In the middle of a field Behind the school where I was born Where I was born Where I was born
10.
All around us is the color gray I close my eyes and I'm just two shades away I barely hear but at least we know Others have opinions to swallow their holes Secret plans as they're typing away One looks at the other and there's sex on the brain Sex on the brain Designing wheels and gears and wires To fuse to my bones and make use of my insides like When I fell off the boat at night Looked down and my arms were reflecting light Reflecting light Building machines of steel and steam to keep us alive Turning the screws the pistons are bruised they're burning alive It's too morose it's summer And every drop that hit me put a hole in my brain Somewhere between Alameda and Santa Fe Under the streets just two shades away I've buried things hell I buried you I stood atop the pile and I had the perfect view of When all the cities and all the towns Get swallowed up by a hole in the ground Hole in the ground Our cities made of sound A hole in the ground Cities made of sound Ready for adventure there's nothing around Shields in our hands and our daggers drawn Ready for adventure there's nothing around The fields of the frontier Our cities made of sound Building machines of steel and steam to keep us alive Turning the screws the pistons are bruised they're burning alive Building machines of steel and steam to keep us alive Turning the screws the pistons are bruised they're burning alive Alive
11.
What if I had just a little bit more time To chase down moments like this and make them mine What if this night had never come to pass How many nights like this have I got left I leave in the morning for the country where I'm from And leave behind a life I've grown to love One for the road and one to let you know How much I care but I have to let you go Well I'm an optimist at heart Cause when I leave I mean it Cause life is art À bientôt mon pote À bientôt mon pote I'm a knight at the crossroads How far I've come how far I have to go Now I'm back and everything's the same I only live for two weeks anyway I think of what I've lost and what I've gained This life's a wash mixed with hope fear and pain Three days before I gain another year Three years ago I thought you'd still be here Well I'm an optimist at heart Cause when I leave I mean it Cause life is art À bientôt mon pote À bientôt mon pote
12.
Kyoto 03:26
No you're the bones in a ramen bowl A stone's throw from Tokyo You're the black in Yebisu In Minami-Senju In Kyoto There's a bar In Gion In an alley Where they play 1920's Yeah we ride along a stream In the air In the night Just the two of us alive In the air in the night Hey you're an 8 bit video game A taiko drum frame You're an eel's skewered brain On the tallest ferris wheel In Kyoto There's a bar In Gion In an alley Where they play 1920's Yeah we ride along a stream In the air In the night Just the two of us alive In the air in the night
13.
Take my brain and cut off the very top Take my brain and cut off the very top I get nervous but I want to show you I get nervous but I want to show you You are everything I ever wanted You are everything I ever wanted Take my brain and cut off the very top Take my brain and cut off the very top I'm ashamed cause I'm almost there I'm ashamed cause I'm almost there There's always something I need to fix It gets harder the longer I live There's always something I need to fix It gets harder the longer I live This is what it needs to be This is what it needs to be Feel the brain stem only Feel the brain stem only This is what it needs to be This is what it needs to be Feel the brain stem only Trust the brain stem only Trust the brain stem only Take my brain and cut off the very top Take my brain and cut off the very top Take my brain and cut off the very top Take my brain and cut off the very top You are everything I ever wanted You are everything I ever wanted You are everything I ever wanted You are everything I ever wanted
14.
Hangzhou 02:09
I'm a four leaf clover And you're a bed of thorns in the rain Three days later I passed through your Holy ghost In Japan Take my word take my word I'll be waiting in a temple in the rain

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released July 16, 2013

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I live in Japan. I sound like Beethoven conducted by Beethoven the St. Bernard (look it up).
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